SFAI | Santa Fe Art Institute | AiR July 2015

During my time as an artist-in-residence at Santa Fe Art Institute (SFAI) I began a new body of work titled ‘VAGABON.’

I wanted to reference aspects of New Mexico’s history particularly the Pueblo Revolt and dedicate this project to my mother.

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The process of these forms began with a cast of my face that I created three different mask from made of sun dried terracotta (red clay) and macrame military parachute cables.

These are the three mask of ‘SEARCHING, ‘ each has a different way of seeing & experiencing the world. The first is for exploring and finding ones way, the second is for knowing and understanding. The circular eyes mimic the Ouroboros snake that consumes it’s own tail, symbolizing self-reflection and cycles. The third is for seeing without looking, its eyes are closed but is able to see.

I also created a macrame shawl made of military parachute cables, it’s ends have knots like those made by the Pueblo Indians who kept knots in a rope to count down the days until the Pueblo Revolt. I had to use my whole body to create this piece, using my legs and arms to separate the cords then knot them in the right places.

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My goal before arriving to SFAI was to figure out how to make work again after the loss of my mother last December.  This process of morning and reverence needed to be incorporated into the work.

2015-07-22 13.31.20-1I wanted to make forms that reminded me of home. I came to the conclusion that I was what reminded myself most of my mother. So I used stones and my own body to form these ‘objects,’ creating a heart like form; then cut them open and filled them with my mother’s ashes.

Traveling through different locations throughout New Mexico I wanted to create a sense of multi-dimensional space. Bringing the viewer from below to above like a rebirth, a continual loop. I worked within abandoned Kiva’s, focusing on a constructed one at Pecos National Park. I wanted to bring back a sense of purpose for these sacred places that are now tourist attractions. Allowing them to once again be used for ritual and remembrance.

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Rebecca Solnit ‘s book ‘A Field Guide to Getting Lost’ sums up well my feelings as I journeyed through this project.

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Light at the blue end of the spectrum does not travel the whole distance from the sun to us. It disperses amongst the molecules of the air…The world is blue at it’s edges and at it’s depths.

This blue is the light that got lost.

The color of that distance is the color of an emotion, the color of solitude, and of desire. The color of there seen from here, the color of where you are not, and the color of where you can never go. For the blue is not at the place miles away at the horizon but in the atmospheric distance between you and the mountains…

Blue is color of longing for the distances you never arrive in…

…If you can look across the distance without wanting to close it up, you can own your longing the same, as you can own the blue that can never be possessed. For something of this longing will, like the blue of distance, only be relocated not assuaged by acquisition and arrival. Just as the mountains cease to be blue when you arrive among them, and the blue instead tints the next beyond…

Solo Exhibit at Schumacher Gallery

MODERN MYTH MAKING

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November 08-December 12, 2014

Artist Talk
Wednesday, December 03, 2014 @ 10-11 AM

Schumacher Gallery
Westover School,
1237 Whittemore Rd,
Middlebury, CT 06762

This exhibit included a number of works as well as the 3 SISTERS: Part II- SustainABLE produced July 2014 at Elsewhere Living Museum in Greensboro, NC.
Shown works: 3 SISTERS: Lost Myth, Deveils Hopyard, Costas High Paradise [Alto Paraiso da Costa], Reverence

City Wide Open Studios Erector Square

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CWOS 2014

Saturday & Sunday, October 25-26, 2014 @ 12-6 PM

Erector Square Studios
315 Peck Street
New Haven, CT  06513 [MAP]

Studio:
Bld. 6e/ Fl. 02/ Suit G

Come see my new video 3 SISTERS: SustainABLE and other associated works at CWOS. This is a entire weekend of viewing work and visiting artists studios, the building will be open showing hundreds of artists and their work, check out what everyone has been working on. I will have a number of new and older works for sale at a special price.

CURATOR TOURS

Sunday, October 26 @ 1-3 PM

Also my studio along with artist Rachel Bernsen & Megan Craig, Jason Friedes, David Livingston has been selected for a Curator Tour with Cathy Edwards, Director of Programming at the International Festival of Arts and Ideas in New Haven, CT.
If you are interested in joining this tour and helping support Artspace register and get tickets –> HERE